Well I have just come through one of the most stressful weeks I have had in a very long time! First, I had to make a decision for the whole family! Not just my immediate five but the seven other siblings along with their families, and mom and dad! Everyone was so gracious and didn't care where we went but I was facing a midnight deadline, two great options with benefits to either, and the possibility of putting us all in the poor house and unable to take another vacation EVER! I made it through that day only to face what I have been fearing for well over a month!
I had to speak to a huge group of moms yesterday morning and I have been sick to my stomach since Tuesday! I have not slept well and changed the outline fifty times since I was first asked to do it. I am not sure what I said, the whole talk is a blurr. So on the way home after the talk, which by the way I shook the WHOLE way through, I felt as if I would throw up. Tori just laughed at me. Once again I blame Cedar for my fears. Not once in my schooling did I have to speak in front of anyone or give an oral report or anything like that! Once again I was taken out of my place of comfort to be stretched by the maker! While I am thrilled at what he taught me through it all (a lot of time spent in prayer!) I never want to do that again!!
Friday, November 20, 2009
A Huge Sigh of Relief
Posted by Kami at 7:23 AM
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4 comments:
Take a deep breath...and a nap. :) Public speaking is for the birds!
NC here we come! A BIG THANKS for pulling it all together.
You will. God is good to keep us in those uncomfortable and dependent circumstances! And I am equally confident that many moms were blessed with what God spoke through you, Kami. Praise Jesus!
Um...Kami...you have 6 members of your family now...lol.
Haha, I think we went to the same HS & *I* blame Cedar for my poor writing skills, but you seem to have come out okay in that insnace.
Just an internal insecurity - don't worry most of the time only YOU know it's there!
;)
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