When the first surprise came after nine years I battled mixed emotions. I was excited about one more, scared of the pain, nervous about the expense, fearful of my inabilities, wondering where we were going to put everyone and yet knowing I could trust my God. The idols of my heart were exposed in so many different areas and growth took place (in more than one way). Now six months with my precious gift and I can’t remember why I struggled so much. The joy that Elijah has brought to our family is immeasurable. The smiles and the love that emanates within these walls is breathtaking! So this second little “surprise” comes much easier! We are looking forward to adding once again to the family and loving the idea of Elijah having a playmate closer to his own age! (And I thought the girls were close together!) Excited about watching this little one grow inside and hear the giggles from the other three as they feel her (or him) kick and move. So thirteen years after my first precious treasure comes a fifth!