What's in your heeaad, in your heeaad??

I think I’m having a mid life crisis and if my math is right that means I only live to be 70 and that seems WAY too long to go on in my current state! (Is that a run-on, because it sounds like it in my head)? My oldest daughter and I can sit and have adult conversation, which for her doesn’t seem a big deal, but I can picture her barely up to my knee, stitches on her eyebrow and in her raspy little voice telling me “Scar do that!” Paige can bake like nobody’s business which is all well and good till I envision her with beetles crawling all over each hand (all of whom were named angel) and telling Little Sal that “It’s ok, they don’t bite they just tickle!” Jamin is so extremely gentle with his little brother and yet everyday I see him banging, shooting, or lightsabering some imaginary villain in the back yard! Is it possible that I have been married to my hunk of studliness for almost half of my life? Life goes way too fast and yet there are times when I can’t wait to hear the trumpets!! And both of those feelings can happen within a minute of each other! Lots of good things happening and I don't want to miss a single one! I need a nap!