I woke up to a sad realization this morning. my close friend will not be returning for quite some time. I may not see her for another four years and communication between the two of us may be difficult for the duration. over the last year I have seen a lot of her and grown to love and appreciate her (and her family) more and more. she has been someone whom I can call at anytime and share my heart without feeling judged, condemned or simply misunderstood. we have shared so many laughs and tears with each other and through each struggle I know she's praying with and for me. she has come to visit often and I have loved every minute of it. I have watched her mother her child and have had the privilege of seeing her child grow and mature. she has encouraged me in many ways and inspired me often without words. there have been times when in my sinfulness I think I am the only one going through "struggles" and feel so very lonely but God always seems to remind me of His goodness to me. I not only have one dear sister and friend, God has graciously given me FOUR!!